Me (M21), I met her(F20) last year while pursuing a course and we used to hang out more often together and as this is my first relationship, I didnt think of anything much. I jumped right in the relationship, without knowing is she a match or religious profile or anything. We have to do a lot to make this relationship works as this is interreligious and both side parents are not okay with it.
I enjoyed hanging out with her and had my first sexual experience, I was in a dream world and not so late the reality hits where arguments heated up and also we had to do a long distance relationship. I hated when for a small or unnecessary reason we both lose our mental peace (I get frustrated a lot). After a while of LDR, I started losing interest of pursuing her. I started thinking is this relationship worth it?
So, I did always fantasize about my first sexual experience and when I had that with my girlfriend I felt something incomplete, I didnt entirely love it. And lately been wondering how would it feel it to be with other women, Would it be the same? Would it be different?