Hi !
a little context; yesterday i had a talk about my opinions of myself with a friend, it went fine. the thing is, at many point in the conversation, he was looking at me with care in his eyes (and a bit of sadness cause i was not saying nice thing about myself lmao)
i did not say anything at the time, but i hated it. not because he is a man and i’m a woman or anything. i hate it when women look at me like that too. i just got reminded of that hate it yesterday.
it’s visceral, like i can’t control it. I hate being looked at like that and i feel like i don’t deserve it. like i don’t deserve care. like the idea that people care about me is weird and unnatural in a way ? i dunno
sorry it’s a bit rambly but i would like to know if anyone else is like that ? and what you did about it haha