i just made this account on a whim like 20 minutes ago and just really wanted to put my thoughts somewhere even if they dont make sense and possibly get advice, sorry if this is the wrong place for this stuff i feel like i have an “i dont know” syndrome or something. i dont know what i want to do in life, i dont know what to do about the conflicts in my friend groups, i dont know my strengths, i dont know what im passionate about, i dont know my talents or what makes me unique. i just want someone to tell me something useful about myself. i think i am the problem and have caused most of the things wrong with me now. i just want to disappoint or evaporate or something, id like to believe all people serve a purpose but i dont know mine. i either want to find out why i exist or cease to exist.
also i feel like i just stopped caring. usually during exam week im stressed and scares for my grades bur this time around i just dont care. I feel numb, like all the times ive laughed recently were fake. i know im privileged and always try to be grateful, but right now i just dont care. i feel selfish. sorry again if this is the wrong place to be saying this, im probably deleting reddit after this anyways.