Ugh.
So this was my first time at his place after hanging out a few times in the car and going to get food. I'm not sure I can be too graphic, but basically he moved my hand to his rear end hole…while I was performing oral/HJ and I'm totally grossed out. Not just because of that but because he treated me with disrespect being too aggressive, and didn't care about making me feel good while he had me doing 101 things to make him feel good. But am I an asshole because I'm totally grossed out by this? I didn't want to be a jerk when he already moved my hand onto it so I continued but I really didn't want to do that and was stuck in his apartment late at night far away from where I am. I stopped answering his calls now…Like wow at least shave/shower first…Ugh vom..