insecurity

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1. I was pretty shredded abs in my veins and veins in my abs with muscle not anorexic felt pretty sexy but it came with lots of side effects low sex drive+ extreme hunger cold all the time…. It was the first real diet I did and got down to 66kg now a year later I’m 90kg my confidence is lower and I don’t want to buy new clothes because I’m planning on leaning down again it’s gotten so annoying and I want to change so bad that I’m starting at the end of the week and it’s probably gonna take a year to finish

   The thing is if someone is fat and has high confidence that’s great but I was fat to shredded to fat so it fucked up my confidence