i was on a college trip with my friends and my ex girlfriend who i still love and i decided to get drunk. Finished a whole 30cl bottle of Hennessy and by the time i had my last glass i was blacked out and when i woke up i couldn’t remember the entire night. My friends told me that i tried to pull my ex girlfriend from her neck for a kiss and i held her wrists very tightly, basically harassed her and they were there to witness it and they helped her to get rid of my grip on her. I can’t remember this whole incident at all and i apologised to her alot too. I would’ve never done this to anybody if i were sober that is just not me. I don’t know if its my fault or not but its eating me alive bevs at the end of the day it was me who did that. But i was tooo drunk to function i dont remember anything. How do i deal with this?
Ps this post is for a friend
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You need to work on yourself. Stay away from this girl. Stop hanging out where she is. Stop talking to her. You need to move on with your life. What you did is probably borderline illegal. Just be happy people were there to break it up before something worse happened. I doubt this girl will ever date you again, especially after that night. So, try to forget about her, and move on. It will take time, but, being around her and continued communication with her will only make it harder.