I’m 26F and love my partner but lately it’s just felt like somethings missing. We were apart for a while due to him travelling to another country for 7 months to complete his medical training. He’s come back and I feel strange. I’m happy to see him but I feel I’ve suppressed a lot of emotion and by not seeing him I feel like I’ve just pushed the emotion of needing to see him away. So now when I do see him I feel odd. Plus I’ve been feeling loads of work stress lately too so as soon as I feel that I just tense up
The exact same thing happened when we had a lockdown I had to suppress emotion. It just took some time and effort to get things back to normal
Can anyone help me understand what’s happening?
Tldr: I feel strange about my relationship