Hi guys, im here because i really don’t know what to do anymore. i have this gf for two months and we became the very best of couple i could know, she made me feel loved and i discovered something that i wasn’t feeling before, before her i had 3 other ex but i didn’t didn’t love them the way i did with my current gf, i was so inlove with her, i could risk everything for that girl, but she broke up with me. idk what causes it she just became cold and uninterested, it feels like she became a different person. before, everytime i talked to her i always feel like we could be together forever but now? it’s different, that’s not the woman i fell for. i chased her for 3 months but she didn’t really wanna come back with me.
after that 3 months i stopped chasing her, distracting myself on video games and in my school.
2 months after i stopped chasing her, im still checking her status day by day till it became 1 times a week.
one time, i saw her get back with her EX, this EX of her is the one whom she talked about when we’re in our relationship, she’s traumatized to this dude, this EX of her hurts her and a total asshole. fortunately they broke up after 2 weeks of dating, idk what happened in their relationship but all i know is they broke up.
1 week after that break up, she had another man again, they didn’t lasts long either, idk why again.
it became cycle that whenever i checked her fb i always saw another man in her story.
(oh btw, after she broke up with me, i never had a gf again because i feel like i couldn’t love the same as did anymore, and i also feel like im too busy for it)
1 months after those cycle of break and being in a relationship, she texted me saying she misses me, now im confused even when she says that, everytime i say that we couldn’t be together anymore she just have a relationship with another man and when they broke up she says that she misses me again. i couldn’t tell me she’s serious because of the way she’s acting.
i was just fooling myself thinking i moved on…. every night i still think of her, every night i still think what’s the reason she breaks up with me, am i the one who’s in wrong? did i do something that made her act that way? i asked those questions in myself every night and i still couldn’t find an answer.
i want be with her AGAIN, but i feel like even if we did became together again, it wouldn’t be the same anymore.
i feel like i want to be with her but also not at the same time.
i hope someone respond to this.