Soo for context me (20) my partner (19) and a mutual friend (20) hooked up last summer. It was all of our first groups sex experiences so safe to say there was a bit of nerves from everyone.
To start out slow I went down on my partner while our friend watched from across the bed and was getting h*rd from barely an stimulation over their pants. At the time this was happening I didn’t really see bc I was kinda face first in my partners business, but the mental image and like slight glances I did get is the hottest thing ever.
We did some other stuff after with all three of us which was also very hot but I usually find myself thinking back to the beginning. I think it’s like the idea of someone getting so turned on from just watching me. And from my partner visibly (and audibly) enjoying it.
I’m a very shy person!!! So I don’t think this will be something I do often, but let me tell you. I went into that expecting to have a good time, but what I did not expect is to find out this about myself. I don’t really know what to do now n if I’ll like tell anyone haha but didn’t expect to be making this discovery almost a YEAR after this happened.
Tldr: had a three sum w/ partner and a friend where I was going down on partner and our friend was masterbating while watching, took my 10 months!! To realize the reason I kept thinking about it is because I’m into voyeurism
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Do you find that you were more turned on from him watching you two in the act or were you more turned on from watching him?
It’s not “one or the other” and you can be into aspects of many things sexually, but I think you might be describing exhibitionism more so than voyeurism.