I worry all the time that I’m rude to people. I’m not sure why, I think it’s cause I’ve learned about narcissism and I’m so worried to be like a narcissist that I overcompensate to make sure I’m not ever like that.
I even over think little worlds I say like if someone says something to me and I say “yeah” as an affirmative response I’m worried that’s rude for me to say. I think a part of it is I feel like I don’t have control over the tone of how I say it. I feel like I don’t have control over what I think (and it’s usually I think of nothing) or what I say/how I say it.
I also have an issue with my brain where sometimes I can force myself to have thoughts but then the front of my head hurts and I have to stop and then I just return to having no thoughts. This doesn’t just happen during socializing either, this happens 24/7. Does anyone know what that could be?
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Being rude is not an objective concept. Some people will think you are a POS no matter how hard you try to convince them otherwise. On the flip side, others will look up to you when you feel they have no reason to.