We had an argument. It was long, I will spare you the details. Basically, I told her that I absolutely didn’t believe her when she told me that she never felt any attraction toward other people during our relationship (which sounds like a dick thing to say but trust me, I had my reasons).
First, she started telling me that she was feeling attracted to some of her students (she was a language teacher). She put it like she *suddenly* started to feel a lot of attraction, describing why at length and in detail. It’s possible that either she felt attraction before and she was sort of admitting to that with a white lie, or she was saying that to hurt me deliberately. Possibly both.
But one day she told me something this:
“There was once a child I was teaching to… he was so cute. He was a charming little black boy. I think I fell in love with him during that time. He was charismatic and full of energy. He was so great. But it wasn’t sexual! I swear it wasn’t sexual! I was just extremely fascinated by him!”
For the longest time, I didn’t know what to think of this… confession?
I think she had a thing for younger boyfriends. I was 19, 12 years younger than her when we got engaged. I don’t know if she had pedophilic tendencies, I never actually got to see that. I remember that she also had some strange argumentations on Michael Jackson’s defense for example.
I honestly don’t want to know.
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Put her in the rear view and give an anonymous call to wherever she’s teaching and inform them of what you know/suspect. She may have already done something untowards.