I have had a pretty social weekend. I came back home and started smoking one, and then all the bad/awkward conversation that happened this weekend comes up and makes me cringe/have a minor attack. I unknowingly start screaming just to get this anxious feeling of screwing up social interaction out of my body.
Also, my loneliness hurts even more as I wasn’t able to make new friends.
I guess I smoked to feel a bit better but here I am writing a post about how shitty I am feeling.
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No, but your thoughts do.
Maybe you should change the weed you smoke ,I don’t understand why stuff matters after your night ends ,it’s like going back in time and creating your future,if you know what I’m saying,after your night is done stop thinking about it ,your creating your future,peace love and happiness,night night
Are you using sativa? Hybrid? Indica? I know it can be subjective but that sounds like me after I use a sativa-forward hybrid or straight sativa. And different cultivars definitely hit differently. Maybe need to try to different kind.
No… I’ve smoked regularly for 20years. One time it gave me a panic attack and we concluded it was laced.
But some people react poorly to this or that med or drug. I knew a guy who barfed when he smoked.
if it makes you feel better, you’re the only one thinking about those awkward interactions
Yes, I know exactly what you’re talking about. It happened to me a lot in my early 20s but seemed to mellow out as I got older. I still don’t smoke in social situations because of this.
Yes. It’s why I don’t smoke around people anymore. I’d always just turn off. I still seldom smoke on my own just to relax and turn my brain off though. Don’t know if I’ll ever stop doing that it’s pretty nice