I never like to open myself over online space but with courage I am trying to open it today. I have a very contradicting nature….due to abusive childhood (neglect), I can’t make bond with people. I can’t tolerate people yet I desire the intimacy with others. In my life things go on and off. I want to connect with people yet after some efforts I quit thinking it’s not worth of time.
I don’t know what’s going on.