I’m still having trouble accepting it. We’re both Junior’s now but we met on discord when we were Sophomores. September 17th 2021 we became a thing. It was nice and we were happy. We both said very meaningful things to each other but 2022 Valentine’s day a boy gave her a candy gram, and she didn’t know what to do or say so she just said “okay” and took it. For…4 and a half months after that she hid the fact he and her were talking and messaging each other because she didn’t want me to be mad, upset, sad or hurt me, she told me because she was talking about something causing her stress and I guessed at what was causing it and when the guess was “you’re seeing someone else” she told me not being able to hide it any longer after I took that guess but regretted telling me after saying I was…hurt. And…well that was kinda the start of our relationship’s downfall. I wasn’t mad at her or him. I was understanding as best as can be. But…during and after July 4th I was in denial… We were together for…10-11 months/290 days. I thought she was the one. We thought we were perfect for each other and soul mates and meant for each other. I’ve sent her best friend 70 dollars because he needed it and I spent 70 for her on things like dlc for her games of my own free will and choice wanting to be a good boyfriend. She laid me back the 70 via steam money via steam gift cards but I ended up gifting her a 59.99 game because she wanted/needed it for scenes and such…this was even after the break up, July 27th. We may have broken up but we still want to be friends. And well learning bits and pieces here and there I’m learning more about the situation and stuff. I’ve tried asking for a specific reason…just something to put my mind at ease maybe that reason will let me move on…but I don’t want to and the only really specific reason she’s gave is that it’s because of him. I imagine it’s… Well that the 10-11 months/290 days and meaningful things we said means nothing from an online boyfriend when compared to someone physically at her school who likes her. I really don’t want to move on… She’s the only one who accepted me and gave me a chance and…this guy beats me because he’s physically there. I was…easily replaced. I never even saw her face or heard her voice, she’s really shy and that plays into…well that she wasn’t able to ignore the guy as he kept approaching her the day after Valentine’s day. She has problems at home, and she needs someone there to hug her and comfort her and just love her…I can’t do that because we live states apart and my parents don’t support long distance dating and said I’d have to wait until I was 18 to travel to Alaska the place where she lives while I live in California. And this guy…can give her what I can’t. Hugs, kisses, physical love. But with how long our relationship lasted…how much we loved each other I…it’s hard for me to accept her being with someone else… I really love her and just mere days before July 4th we played vrchat together and we virtually hugged and she drew with a virtual pen “I ❤️ you”. That same day I was messing about how I didn’t know her last name and teased with her first name and my last name hinting at marriage and she said “If that day comes where my last name is the same as yours… It… would be… amazing…”. I don’t know if I’m in the right or wrong. She really was perfect and means so much to me…I don’t know how or why she can do a 180 so easily on a 10-11 month relationship…even if it was online… I don’t even know if she’s told the guy she was in a relationship before or even just about me…