So I’m a (25m) and I was dating my ex gf (23f) for only a short period of time but i honestly hate the relationship ended but there’s a part of me knowing that she wasn’t gonna be good news and part of me was fighting it but my heart was in it. Early on she lied to me about something serious to me. I won’t go into too many details but she was aware of the seriousness of it. She had slept with the guy her best friend was interested in deeply and was already having romantic experiences with him and was aware of it when, doing it twice and blamed it on her borderline personality disorder saying it was a episode which also having the friend end the friendship along with some of the friends in the group. She love bombed me immediately after finding out and confronting her lie, knowing the lie would be something that would make me question the relationship entirely. So many things but I stayed. Should I honestly not let this affect me.