I met this girl two years ago and we hit it off pretty well, she’s very reserved / alone kind of person but I like so many things about her.
Things didn’t work out for the long term and we broken up, somehow we kept getting back together and each time eventually things didn’t workout, she likes me a lot and I do like her a lot but I know I don’t want to start a family with her and I definitely want that.
She keeps telling me she doesn’t want to date at all, she is not interested in anyone else … we hooked up couple of times this summer and the sex is becoming insane, she wants me to care for her that’s all she doesn’t care much about the future and just want to be with me now.
I care for her so I don’t want this to be an abusive thing where I make her do the filthiest things knowing that we’re not going to last long.
I’m confused because if it didn’t want to start a family I would definitely be with her.
I ask her if she still has feelings for me she says she doesn’t know, it feels like she wants someone to trust to be hugged and fucked.
I keep thinking of suggesting a one way poly relationship with her where I stay looking for someone to start a family with. I imagine she would say yes but I don’t know how realistic would this be