i have been long distance w my bf for a bit now, but in a month i will be moving back into town by him, so i’ve been thinking more about sex. i have realized that although i was fine in the past, the prospect of blow jobs is suddenly scary to me. i’m not sure what it is.
in the beginning of the relationship (a few months in), he was a tiny bit of a head pusher. he would put his hands by my shoulders and try to give me a soft nudge down. honestly i don’t really know if that’s head pushing because it’s pretty common to lightly move the other person as to suggest them to do something. i feel like this memory might be having some effect though. me not giving blow jobs originally did turn into a tiny argument as well, where he thought that i was t attracted to him because i didnt go down on him. we talked about it and i eventually tried it and it was all fine.
but suddenly the idea of a blow job pops into my brain and i straight up freeze. i am in no way feeling sexy or in the mood, it just randomly pops in and boom. how can i snap myself out of this? i don’t want to disappoint him after all of these months
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An idea that may help you is a thing called exposure thatipy. Simply put you slowly work your way to actually being able to give a blow job. If you need more information or an need me to explain it differently feel free to send me a chat request, I would be happy to help or if you just need someone to talk to I’m a good listener. 🖖