I’ve(M18)never had a proper group of friends or relationship who I’ve enjoyed staying with

From whenever I can remember. I never had a proper group of friends. I changed too many schools. And always got separated from my friends or the group just broke. Right now I am in college I’ve have a few friends but I never enjoy spending time with them. I have changed many groups in just the first year of my college. It maybe because of covid and online/offline classes but still I never have a few good friends. Same is with relationship I just got shot down two times with women who I was good friends with. Idk why it keeps happening to me but I’m hoping I to have a nice group in the next year. Is it bcoz I’m looking for them? that they are’nt happening in my life