i struggle alot on keeping relations sometimes
like i have alot of friends but like 10 percent stay and most dont show interest even when i talk to them and the opposite is true too
some im not like enjoying talking to
and i just wanna push the relationship more deep to the better
(this may help, in afraid of rejection and i do art and i have art friends
i do stuff for them and sometimes we rarely talk and i never get stuff from them too like art
and i did alot till i got burn out and hated art
and when special occasions come like birthdays and stuff i do stuff for some of them but doesn’t happen to me when i get my birthday
) i hope its not childish if so i understand then
Sorry for my english isn’t my Native language