So my bf(21) and me(23). He came to my life when I was already healing from my last relationship which he cheated and also from my family issues. He came to my life and assured that he love me and he will never leave me like my ex did , he also introduced me to his family I was so impressed and we dated to for almost 2long years. During this years we both suffered from life and carrier losses, I lost my own sister to breast cancer and he lost his restaurant which was his dream. But together we dealt with that many insecurities cross but we didn’t gave up , yes I used to fight and he used to flourish his whole frustration on me but that too we deal the next day and we forget the fight and live.
But now he has taken admission in new clg and all of a sudden he left me saying he don’t want to live with me.. It was very shocking to me i met him I begged him holding his feet but then also he said he don’t want anything and told his parents that too.
I was so shattered I couldn’t take the pain and i tried killing myself but my frnds stopped me but then due to weakness I got hospitalized. At that time my friends talked to his mom and dad to ask him to come meet me atleast see me in hospital but he didn’t come. He is not listening to anyone .
Besides my parents didn’t know anything about but with all the guts I told my mother and she came after listening to that I’m hospitalized. After all this everyone is telling me to move on he doesn’t deserve you but I know I have seen him loving me I have seen us loving each other in all situation. I still want him back I’m at so worst state now cause when my sister died he was there with me to heal and now he is not with me so it’s both the pain attacking me altogether.
I used to tell him that you’ll cheat just like my ex did but I know he was loyal to me and now I don’t think he left me for any other girl. I miss him so much and I truly love him and I don’t wanna give up on him pls help.
And also I know nothing about this app I came here for him because it’s his favorite app . He always used to tell me about reddit. He is quite famous as in here.
This is my last hope help guys.
And if you’re this my(bf) pls don’t do this you know we can deal this too together. I Love you❤