Do I have a crush??

Burner because I don’t want my friends to see this.

I have never had a crush in my life. I have never felt any kind of romantic or sexual attraction. I am 19 and male.

Recently we had to give presentations in one of my classes. A guy walked up on to present and I just couldn’t stop looking at him. Something about him made me smile and feel really warm. I didn’t even hear his presentation. All I could think about was how nice his long black hair looked, how fun his long, swinging earring was, how shiny his necklace was, and how pretty his black-painted nails looked. My heart felt like it was beating a little faster.

I talked to him when we went on our break, and it was kind of hard since I have some social anxiety but I made an effort to talk to him no matter what. He’s actually really cool and he’s into cosplay and art like I am. He told me I could sit by him, and I did for the rest of class.

Do I have a crush??