(i’m 21f) his libido is much lower than mine, which he says is due to the stress of his job. he was taking some weird “vitamin” to get muscle but it just messed up his testosterone which he says “broke his dick”.
he cums way too fast, and i think he started pretending he didn’t cum and keeps going because i can feel that he’s soft inside me so it’s either he came and is hiding it or he’s getting soft in the middle of it.
the worst part is i think he has been masturbating in the bathroom knowing i’m right here and willing. i was on his laptop looking for a website i needed in his search history and there’s porn websites during the same times he was in the bathroom late last night.
i understand it’s different when you jerk off but right next to me??? he knows i’m always horny and i even sent him hot pics yesterday so he knew i was definitely asking for it. he also lies and says he doesn’t jerk off, i told him i do it all the time and it’s no big deal but he makes it weird for some reason.
i have talked about it many times and he gets very defensive, and the new secret jerking off when i’m RIGHT HERE is too far. idk what to do anymore because even if there’s a problem he could just go to a doctor or maybe communicate with me at all. i feel like he just doesn’t want me.
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> i have talked about it many times and he gets very defensive, and the new secret jerking off when i’m RIGHT HERE is too far. idk what to do anymore because even if there’s a problem he could just go to a doctor or maybe communicate with me at all. i feel like he just doesn’t want me.
Trying the most benign reading for a change: Is it possible that he has performance anxiety and thus resorts to weird jerking off next door?
I mean, a guy who claims his dick is “broken” is not exactly sounding like he is happy and at peace with his penis…
Having sex comes with an expectation of pleasing your partner.
Watching porn doesn’t entail that expectation.
Your bf is horny but not necessarily in a frame of mind to satisfy you. And that’s probably why he’s jerking off while you are around.
The “vitamins” he took probably messed up his hormone levels. He should do a proper PCT (post cycle therapy) to get everything running again +- normal.
Just a thought, he might be jerking off in an attempt to prevent cumming too fast when he has sex with you.