i’m really upset that i’m even typing this because this girl is such a useless sack of shit to me, i cant believe this is still on my mind to this day. i could forget all about this if it hadnt been for the fact that she was literally grown as hell fucking with me at the age of 17. she was also my boss. i’ve taken accountability for the things i’ve done but i was 17, how the fuck did a grown person think that i would be mature enough to handle a GROWN relationship? she was a covert narcissist. if i wasnt obsessed with her and giving her all of me it was a problem. theres so many things i could list about how much of a piece of shit she is, but it really bothers me how delusional and how much of a predator she is. she genuinely thinks i’m some crazy ex when she literally FUCKED AROUND W A MINOR. i’m 20 years old now and i would never even imagine fucking w anyone that has a 1 in the first digit of their age. there is no amount of therapy that could get this off of my mind. i really was practically groomed. how do i deal with the fact that she is so happy living her life while i’m still fucking miserable because of the shit she’s done to my heart? without fucking victim blaming myself? she wasnt even cute, she smelled horrible, her living situation was sickly, i had no reason to hold onto such an ugly person other than the fact i was naive and young and wanted attention? i feel filthy, and i feel like what she did to me will always define me. i close myself off from so many people at the job i have now because i’m so worried that something along those lines will happen. she’s also shown my nudes to other grown people she worked with. am i just fucking mentally ill or do i need to find a way to show her that theres a consequence to shit like this? like does her partner even know that she fucked w a minor lol or is the narcissist in her keeping that info from them? lmk in the comments i’ll be c/ping them in case y’all want her number lmao i’m not sure if i want the entire world to know yet, she’ll probably think it’s me contacting her because i think at the end of the day i’m always in the back of her mind and she’s always hoping i’d give her some kind of supply and she just fronts off this whole “i have a crazy ex” shit. y’all can also lmk if i should just stfu and get over the grooming tho lol.
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I mean you could look for justice or you could just forgive what happened and move on with your life. If she s the crazy one you should just try and leave her out of your life forever and your life will improve.
This post does scare me. Hope she doesn’t find this as it points out that you are having other people harass her. Delete the post and walk away from it all. Tomorrow is a new day.