We met online in 2015 through fandom, us and a third friend were super tight knit, had a group chat, Skyped every day and night. About 2019 we kinda grew apart. I was fine with it, but eventually began to grow nostalgic. Made me kinda sad but I dealt with it. I wanna say it was this year I finally began to reply to her twitter posts, DM her occasionally.
The question here is about messaging he personally. They go good at first, then I feel like I begin to ramble and eventually she stops replying. I feel kinda embarrassed. Am I trying to rush her back into a strong friendship? I believe she also has something up with her own s-skills. (Don’t want to “diagnose” anything though). So is it me, or are we both being a little awkward?