Contrary to most posts, I’m the one that cut contact. It was an extremely toxic relationship and the “friend” was extremely obsessed with me, 100% self centered and was extremely toxic and manipulative. I know I could get them back if I ever desire at any time, but it’s so difficult for me right now. I love them still, and I really miss what was once there. I miss the nights of fulfillment in my heart and pure happiness as I drifted off to sleep, reminiscing the day. It feels like I’ll never move on, and at times I’m so tempted to let them back in my life, but I know that eventually time will heal the wounds. However, there will always be a large hole in me that can’t be filled, as I know what was possible with that person, given the smallest sacrifices.
Really hard right now :/
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You can realize your friend changed, you never truly knew them or you’re romanticizing them to distract your mind. Also this is definitely under the wrong subreddit