I’d love to go on dates, I’ve gone on a few in the past, and I’ve had some pretty rough experiences like being stalked after 6 months and the guy pushing my physical boundaries and kissing me when I told him no, and using tongue the first time, and my first official kiss! (Technically my second non consented kiss)
I get very stressed because I’m not used to being physical with people… at all. And I’m worried about having a close connection with a guy and them just ditching me and not building a trusting bond. I’m also afraid of trying to find a balance of being out of my comfort zone in attempt to get myself more used to the more physical aspect of a relationship. There’s some things I’m not ready to do and I think I worry about being in a situation I can’t back out of.
I just don’t know how to approach this. I find myself overthinking and finding small things I don’t like about someone because I’m afraid of going through the whole motions of a relationship/dating, but I definitely wanna get out of this funk and find someone nice.
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Just like rejection, the more you do it, the more you get used to it. Well I guess it’s better to say, “the more you go through it” for rejection, but it’s still the same concept.