Hello.
I’m married to Duch guy and for this relationship I moved all the way from Japan and give up my life there.
I have business and my husband is helping my work so basically We work from home together but I’m VERY outgoing person, because of Im working from home There is almost 0 chance to meet new people even tho I love to hangout with friends.. also My husband doesn’t have any friends.
I have many friends in Japan but 0 friends here. I used to go out/hangout with them a lot in Japan and that was my life but now I talk only with my husband or his family.
Its been like this for years and I started suffering from depression by loneliness comes from not having social here also feel like Im not having my life.
My husband is an amazing person but I tend to hurt him a lot by words.
I feel Im suffering that much because I had to move here and Im like Its all because of him that Im so sad even tho I know Its not right.
Im trying to make friends as well but at this point Im too depressed to do anything.
Im seeing therapist, take meds sometimes, do exercise etc to be better but for me important thing for my life is having social/friends.
I feel bad that I hurt my husband but I just can’t live like this anymore.
is there any advice for people like me or love to hear similar experiences If you have, Thanks.