I just got in to a public college (Although i actually failed the admission test with bad scores but i dont know how i got accepted) and it didn’t meet my expectations. I also have disadvantages that makes it feels impossible to pass college. Beside, i have issues with where i live, a mini apartment in a noisy and uncomfortable area. It is difficult to sleep, difficult to rest.
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I don’t find the system offers any benefits or improvements, whether it is just me or that the university is literally terrible and was designed to make people fail. I take an example, how it requires people to be online on social media i.e whatapp full days to receive notifications about assignments, class or some irrelevant events, or how the docents require people to join a whatsapp group. It is weird and unhealthy.
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The university would take a credit for anyone that succeed in their field and abandon the rest. This becomes a concern. One of the reasons is privacy. All university might be just the same here so that it is not an option to move.
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I have never guessed that i would face these absurd cycles even after i move out and live on my own. I will be trapped in whatever is related to poverty if i don’t do anything about it. But i also don’t know what to do as i have lost something that once believed the only option which is college.