I’m no longer your priority in life.

A semi journal writing dump on Reddit.

For the past month things have definitely changed. I’m no longer a priority in your life.

I’m far down the list of your priorities and I’m absolutely not even on your top five.

I’ve become someone that you don’t go to first. You chose to talk to every other person and then I’m your last resort at the end of the day.

It’s sad because you’re not even in town and I’m not the first person you message in the morning. I’m not even considered.

The past two days, I think I’ll wake up to a text from you saying “good morning my love” or something along those lines. But there’s nothing.

I think our relationship has become more like 3rd degree friends and maybe I should treat you that way.

I tell you about my day and want to talk to you. But that’s not the case for you. I see that you choose to talk to everyone else and then maybe you talk to me. Mostly you talk to me if I ask. You don’t bring up your day to day life to me.

I should probably do the same thing.
Stop choosing you as my go to person.
Stop talking to you first thing in the day.
Stop asking you questions.
Just stop all.

I’m not your priority.
I shouldn’t make you mine.