So i liked this girl in high school and we never were able to work it out with each other and now we don’t talk for reasons unknown to me. Dated a few girls, broke one heart and felt bad for it now cause I get it that i was the screwed up one. The last relationship ended mutually 3 years ago, since then I haven’t seen anyone or went out. But I want to be with someone and i can’t just seem to come across any . I don’t know how to explain this maybe i am just too confused.