most of the time I’m comfortable being by myself. When it comes to people, I do like to talk to people but being by myself is more comforting than being surrounded by many people. Trust me, I do like talking to people but only if the person is engaging more in the conversation and is willing to create that conversation. In most instances, I’m quiet, and shy, and view people in different ways. Looking at the way people conduct themselves and seeing whether that person would really engage in a conversation with me or not. I always see most people as mean in such a way (not that everyone is mean) but for most of my life, I’ve come across people who didn’t want to be with me because of their personal preferences like whether you were intelligent or whether you were rich or poor based on the way you dressed. Another thing was being rejected by girls, this really, made me think do I really need to be trying to shoot my shot with these girls or should I just be content with my own company being by myself?
Every time I walk in town or anywhere, I always look down when I’m walking, I avoid contact especially when it comes to girls. I look at their mannerism and the way they dress and ask myself, whether should i approach them or not thinking that I’m not good enough and looking down on myself and my abilities as a human being. So basically at the present moment, I would really appreciate it if anyone would like to talk to me and help me better understand.
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Work hard, have your hobbies, and a cute girl to cuddle up with at night. Simplify man