Edit: 30F
How? How does one do this? Making friends before there was a pandemic was hard enough. Add the fact that not everyone sees COVID as a big deal and it makes it seem impossible. I’m currently going through a whole crapload of health issues. My fiancé and I just moved out west. He has so many friends (from back home/college/internet) and I don’t. I never have. I have a self esteem issue and although I have improved I still have work to do. I can’t stress enough how alone i feel. My fiancé works (at home) and I am currently not working. I can’t rely solely on him. It’s not fair nor is it healthy. It’s so difficult to connect with people and then add in the fact that I’m physically in pain and mentally not in a great place. What new friend wants to deal with that? I’d be okay with having one other person to talk too. Yes ik that that too is not the greatest but it’s something.