I (18M) have feelings for this girl (18F) but it’s all really complicated now

I developed a crush on this girl at the classes i go to in August, went home to follow her socials and her follow request was already there and i’ll not lie i got excited as fuck for a while before accepting that req.we started talking over DMs a day ago and the conversations were pretty light hearted and fun, she was being flirty so I didnt hesitate much either (i did, idk i dont like showing how i feel much to ppl cuz reasons but i thought i’d do it this one time).

we were hitting it off pretty good, she used to tell me how her exes have done some dumb shit and that made me kinda concerned as to what kind of guys she’s dated in the past and stoked my ego a bit knowing I’m so much better than her exes. She’d go off and we’d clown them.One night we were just joking, but then i joked about how i gotta sleep and my battery is low (it really was low) she was like “you dont have to lie to sleep” and it ended up with me confessing that i like her over chats (much to my dismay, i really wanted to do it in person). She said that she’s glad she makes me feel this way but we can’t date as it’s “too much work” and it sort of is, we’re med aspirants. The very next day, she hits me up with the good morning text which i found odd considering she just rejected me last night. Things didn’t change at all either. Like she’d still text, we’d still just talk once in a while in classes.One day, We talked about what kind of ppl we are and like, how we like to think and she was like “im a cold hearted person who’s not afraid to use simps to get my shit done” and i was like “…damn good for you lol” but it kinda made me a bit concerned as to what we were cuz we were still tight, i wasn’t in the friendzone cuz she said “i make her feel a certain way and she just doesn’t wanna walk away”. But i was kinda tired atp, like I’m someone who’s had bad experiences when i tried being emotionally invested in the past but im still out here trying my best while this girl said some vague shit and never really explained anything past that, it hurt kinda.

I asked her out one day cuz she was free and she seemed down to it, made jokes about how she got some coupons for a cheap motel as well but I just shrugged it off, that’s not what i was going for anyway.

i was tired as fuck one day but made sure to send her a “good night🫀” but I kinda rolled my eyes when i woke up and instead of a good night text back, all i saw was “my ex used to send this too”, and it was around this time that i noticed that she never really returned my gms and gns back lately (ik im being a bit paranoid but i guess id mention), neither did she really show care like i did, and i dont expect ppl to care for me but cmon now, its kinda reassuring once in a while. She’d text me whenever she felt like and when I did, she’d respond in cold ass ways, i didn’t like it.

then OUT OF NOWHERE, one night she was like “I’ve been fucked a lot” and I was like bruh why would you tell me that and she was like “well, why do you think” and i was like “idk” and she said, “maybe cuz we should have sex” and i was flattered but at the same time, I wanted to take things in the right order, shit we weren’t even in a relationship so i refused. But something kicked inside me. I tried confronting her regarding is she trying to manipulate me into fucking her and she was like “i would never” and got pretty hurt and shit.

The following days she and I didn’t really talk and then i went to a different city.

I tried to cut her from my socials, to move on faster as i dont have the luxury to wallow in all this because of studies and exams. (i forgot to mention her admitting that she had stalked the shit out of me before ever talking to me) so that i dont see her anymore and just.. move on but idk she seemed hurt by that and I just felt the need to apologize and make amends but then THE VERY NEXT DAY, she’s giving me that silent treatment and i just felt drained. i heard she’s spreading rumors abt me so i just soft blocked her again, for which she came in my dms again but i didnt apologize this time and she blocked me… I’m so lost and confused i u7st wanna know what do i even do now??

Tl;Dr: i had crush on this girl but we just don’t think alike and i dont feel great talking to her anymore and idk if it’s my problem or not