After some reading online, I have find that either I’m just repulsed by genitalia or genuinely just too young–or neither? I do not know when this disgust developed, but it feems that animated or dildos aren’t disgusting to mr, but the real thing is. I was–or at least I believe so–sexually assaulted by a woman at a younger age. I do not know if this may be why?? Even tho it’s a completely different genitalia?? I want to find answers because I am very horny (did I mention I only watch female masrurbation as porn) but sometimes real dicks and male bodies disgust me.
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Lol I have one and…..yeah I think they are disgusting too 🤣 jokes aside though it’s shitty you had to go through that and assault especially in minors will ruin lives if not properly addressed and can show up in so many different ways later in life. Intimacy itself is pretty “gross” or “disgusting” from squishy parts that get wet to trapped air in places sneaking out embarrassingly sounding like a fart. Definitely don’t put pressure yourself to need to get physical with anyone… its super cheese but when you find that person who makes you comfortable you will 100% know it. Be patient and do as much reading or whatever to understand yourself and what your going through before you open up to add someone else in….especially when making accidents could have life long consequences…babies….🤣 plus if you did go through “SA” talking to a counselor or doctor can help.