Today marks my ex’s birthday who I’ve been broken up with for over a year but still feels like yesterday. I’ve been given medication but it’s not doing anything and I’m still madly in love with her. I’ve been spiralling down into this hell hole I cant get out of. I just want my Luzia back I feel like it’s all wrong without her I cant go on.
No doctor or councilor can help, shes blocked me in every way possible except emails and my phone number. I’ve sent hundreds of emails, some dont go thru some do but I feel hopelessly lost. I just want her back. I’m all fucked up
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I understand it’s hard for you and I hope you’ll feel better eventually.
All I can say is that desperation never leads anywhere. Best thing you can do is be kinder to yourself and work on your mental state. I know it feels like she was the one, but trust me, you can come across many valuable people in your life. Try not to fixate over one person and simply learn your lesson and do your best to better yourself. You’ll get there.