So for starters im with a woman lol. A little weird to start it off that way but I was pretty adventurous and had(have) an extremely high sex drive. I had only been with women until this point. . SO š
When I had lived by myself a couple of years ago, I had a little too much time on my hands. COVID was still a super big deal. So I always had alot of time on my hands. I started experimenting a lot with ass play out of boredom, and well, because I was just down right horny as hell. One night under the influence of quite a bit of alcohol, I said fuck it. The thought of being used by the real thing captivated me and I downloaded grindr. With in just a few minutes I had a bunch of offers from guys trying to fuck me. After talking to one who was well endowed, I told him to come over, use my ass as he wanted, and leave (protection was obviously a must). I went to answer the door naked when he came and I asked him if he was going to fuck me. He just started sucking my dick and had me lay on my back. After that it just got intense.
He was a lot bigger than I, and he was pretty much getting more and more aggressive as he went on. It hurt, but felt pretty good at the same time. All that buzzed excitement was something else. Well. . .while he was pinning me down by my neck and fucking me while I was flat on my stomach, I guess he had left the door unlocked. This other guy came in and I got nervous as fuck. . I was a little too drunk, and being pinned down I kind of freaked out a little, but the dude that came in behind was WAY more muscular then the big guy on top of me already. He came in and told me that I needed to get fucked. And came in right on top of him and put it in laying on top of me with all his weight. I was 148 at the time so I could imagine it wasn’t that big of a deal to hold me in place. He had just crammed it in there. . . It hurt so fuckin bad it was unbelievable. While he was fucking me though I had for the first time came hard af without even touching myself. Like I couldn’t help it, it was like I was going to pee or something then came pretty hard. I was probably pretty loud. He kept fucking me even after and came on my back and they both left. . .
I had layed there wondering wtf had just happend, felt ashamed. I showered and went to bed feeling pretty guilty. The next morning though, I could still feel my prostate tingling I guess. The thought of all of it made me so horny it was ridiculous, and went to the futon where it happend and masterbated to the thought. Even to this day it turns me on like nothing else š
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. Really strange moment, never knew that about my body or myself. In an in-between where idk if I’m grateful for it or ashamed lol. I’ve started thinking about doing it again but idk. Apologies for the novel guys lol.
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Quite the story. Just be safe.
Ummm…that sounds VERY sketchy and honestly like you were raped.
You didn’t consent to that second person coming in at all and both were very aggressive as well as much stronger than you physically.
That was a very dangerous situation and it is honestly fucked up of them to do that. I’m glad you’re safe
Now you shouldn’t feel ashamed or embarrassed, getting off from anal play is something a lot of guys do whether they are gay or not. And it may have gotten you off because in the moment it felt passionate and like you had an honest lack of control. Some people enjoy that (CNC is a big community after all). But before even attempting that again I would put safeguards in place and more importantly be aware of who you’re getting yourself involved with.
Suppose either of those guys had decided “fuck it, not using a condom”, what might you be able to do in that scenario? Be careful, I know it feels intense especially for a first experience but don’t let that excitement cloud your better judgement.