Had a fling with a straight/curious housemate, posted about it, got great advice, and left the whole situation alone and went back to minding my own business & doing my own thing. The sex was ehh. I was kinda toothy becuase he was bigger than I was used to, he kept annoyingly pushing into the back of my throat, and it was generally just kinda awkward. Yet now I strangely want more and keep thinking about him and the encounters. I’ve been hooking up with a much more compatible 41 year old guy since mid July. Yet I think about the housemate encounters waaay more in comparison despite having much more enjoyable sex wit the 41 year old.
If he were to offer me more, I’d say no because of all the awkward tension that it created after the fact last time. Yet I strangely just keep thinking about it damn near everyday since it happened 2 months ago. Anybody other Guys or Girls experience something similar? What is this feeling/emotion?
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Practice makes perfect… sounds like he might be more than just an playmate.. You can just enjoy the memories, or see if there are feelings there.. awkwardness can cine from nut being able to say something you know you feel.