We were sitting alone in silence near a water fountain and it wasn’t awkward at all. But I could see he was acting really nervous like trying to gather courage. And then he said “I really like you”. He said it with such emotion. Later before leaving I asked him why he doesn’t close his eyes when we kiss and he said that’s because he likes to look at my face when we kiss. And he said it with such innocence. Gosh, I have been smiling like a fool the whole day. I feel so happy, that scares me. I don’t know what to do with this feeling. I have been alone for a long time now and honestly I have started loving it. I love being single, not that I didn’t wish to be in a relationship. But I don’t know if I should take a chance or not? He just seems worthy but I don’t know. I feel like I would be cheating on myself. Does that make sense?
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That makes literally no sense.. you have a guy you like, and who likes you, but you don’t want to commit because of some vacuous comfort you grew used to..
Don’t be dumb and talk yourself out of him. Be happy and see how it goes.
Worse case scenario it does not work out and you stop seeing him.
Best case scenario you find someone you can see yourself with long term.
Stop being scared and just enjoy it.