It feels like I always point out things in the relationship I don’t like, but nothing is ever done about it. I just feel like I should feel like I’m cared for when I’m in a relationship, and not just ignored. I like that she doesn’t hide when she wants to be left alone, but if I need to talk, especially because I can get vet suicidal and depressed, I feel like I can’t talk about it if it’s during a time she doesn’t wanna be bothered. I feel like such a shit partner, but also feel like i should be cared for a bit more. Everything feels so shitty right now about this.