I just came back from a party. In the past year, I’ve been having this feeling every time I go out, which has lead to me going out less and less.
I find it more difficult to have conversations. I am very uninterested and I don’t find myself caring, the enthusiasm isn’t there. I’m at a point where I’m forcing myself to shout when speaking to people over loud music and other conversations and I know it doesn’t seem natural or authentic. I really just can’t be bothered.
I used to be the most social person at gatherings, pre-pandemic era. This lead me to earning leadership roles as public relations for the finance associate and Latin American student organization.
I’m not sure what to do. My brain feels like mush. It feels like something is missing. I want to care but I don’t, and I can tell people sense it.
What’s some advice ? Thank you