So I need help looking for a place where I meet humanity’s evil. Like a legal and possible place that is not metaphorical or abstract. Concrete, real, possible.
I want to do this because I want to get over my unconscious fear that I still have. I know I developed it as a child (because not every child gets his or her needs met almsot instantaneously as children).
What I’m trying to do is find creative ways to expose myself to pure evil to become adjusted to it. My body still doesn’t know that it can survive after evil.
I need to prove it wrong, and I believe that this is thr only way to do it.
Don’t talk me out of it.
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martial arts helps maybe