Im a high functioning autistic man and I go to dates every other week. Due to my social inaptitude I usually not able to get to the point of having sex. But I read on the internet that its very common to have sex in the first date nowadays, so I decided that I would have sex with the next girl I go to a date with .
So we went to eat ice cream, I kissed her and then invited her to go to my place . She refused, so I convinced her to go to a more isolated street and we made out and eventually had sex on the ground. Its very difficult for me to feel physical sensations, so I made it look like that I was having lots of pleasure by making faces. I tried to stimulate her but since I was a virgin I had no idea what to do, so it all ended up with her doing everything to make me ejaculate. At the end I ejaculated and I asked if she had fun since she did everything for me. She said it was actually fun because she feels good seeing me having pleasure.
The thing is that Im very neurotic about this stuff, if I didnt stimulated her doenst it mean that I harassed her? Can someone actually enjoy sex by just looking at their partner having fun ?
Thanks and sorry for my weird way of wrinting. Im not english on top of being autistic
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some people enjoy giving pleasure just as much. you didnt harassed her thats for sure.