To start, I do love myself. I think I’m awesome, funny, attractive, interesting, etc. I’m working on where I want to be in life, but due to hiccups and trips, I’m not where I wanted to be at this age. That’s not stopping me from still pushing forward.
I’ve dealt with a lot of heartache in life, time wasted, feeling used, etc. I hate that feeling.
The newest feeling of inadequacy comes from the woman I’m talking to (29F) is EXACTLY where I thought I’d be in life. Like has always had her shit together. I’m close to where I wanted to be, but thought I’d be there several years ago.
I feel like she’s so far above me due to that, I want to try, but I also don’t want to feel like my time is wasted when/if shit doesn’t work out. I get depressed and cry a lot, it’s a terrible feeling.
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There’s only one way to know if it’s a waste of time and that’s to try.