For as long as I can remember, I’ve never second guessed who i was, sexuality wise. Late 2018/ early 19 to present day I have questioned my sexuality. Im (M21), I’ve had one solid relationship that lasted 2-3 years during school and my first year of college. As per, relationships from school rarely last and we fell apart. Ever since I haven’t once actively looked for a new partner, specifically because of the fact I’m not sure who I am nor am I good at making friends.
I love women, but despite never meeting or having a relationship with a man I’m equally torn between the two. In recent time I’ve just really wanted to hook up with a guy and see where things go. I’m introverted to the ceiling and don’t know how to go about it. Im eager to see where my life would be given I wasn’t so introverted.
I really don’t know what to do with myself. Posting my thoughts on here and having it fall on deaf ears might be my best bet since I’m clearly not comfortable with who I am. It’s clear I’m conflicted and unsure on what I want in life.
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You owe it to yourself to give it a shot and put yourself out there. I’ve been in similar circumstances. I waited until later in life and it was such a relief to finally work out who I was instead of being stuck with a question lingering in the back of my head.