So we have been 3 years, I’m pretty happy with her and I love her but as not as much as she loves me, I don’t like some things about her and I feel I’m missing out to meeting other people, but as the same time, I don’t think I would meet someone like her. If I break up, I will regret it in a lifetime. If I don’t break up, what would have been to meet someone else?
About my feelings, I would like to feel jealousy of her but I cannot differentiate my truly trustiness on her with my lack of deep love. However, I’m happy when I’m with her and really miss her if we separate each other for a few days. That’s a common thing between us, she is pretty busy at work and we don’t see each other for some days every week.
I would be the happiest men alive if I there are something she changes like her bad humor or her low self esteem (that I’m really trying to help her), but it’s childish of me to ask to change those things just to make me happy.
I know I should have the answer but I don’t, even if nobody replies, I feel relieved writing this all down. Thank you!
tl;dr: I have mixed feelings about our relationship and I don’t know if I should continue with it.
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For her sake you should break up so you’re not wasting her time. Especially if she wants kids one day.
Oh man do I feel bad for her after reading this. Every day she is with you is a day she could be looking for someone who actually likes her and appreciates her. Seems so unfair to her.