My friends aren’t always available so some nights I’m just left chilling at home when I could be out having fun!
Only problem is that I went out yesterday night, to a club and I have to mention I was sober. It’s nearly impossible to feel normal or fit in. And eventually I started dancing (probs going a bit crazy lol), when like this girl from across the room started giggling to her friends and then started to record me… I just shrugged at her then carried on. Cuz tbh i didn’t feel like I was doing anything to stand out.
But at the end of the night I was like meh, I didn’t really enjoy that. But it’s probably because I was sober and was just overthinking. And also I’m so mad at myself because I missed the easiest opportunity to dance with a girl.