Well a couple of months ago I’ve joined some kinda philanthropic association in order to try something new and since I’ve had mates in it , so this club/association isn’t just philanthropic but it’s like a friend group as well , the thing about it is that we rarely meet either for work or for fun like twice a month , (I see many of them at school but barely say hi lol) , so as an introvert I didn’t really get to know them as much , and also since when we do meet they tend to be in groups (groups within the group itself) so it’s kinda harder to socialise.
So I always end up alone , never speaking mainly because i don’t even feel like the topics there talking about are interesting , also not to sound like an asshole but there just some horny teens that keep dating each other just because they exist not because they like each other , in a way that a lot of them dated at least 2 or 3 from the club but anyways .
I DONT FEEL LIKE I FIT IN , and it’s mentally draining basically , like they always ask me why I’m silent and whether I’m not comfortable (which I’m obviously not ) , and they sometimes try to be nice , but I feel like I really do not belong there .
So should I just quit ?