I’m (21F) single and have been celibate since March, and it was easier to hold out in the beginning because I wasn’t really into anyone and porn wasn’t hitting like it used to, so it was easy to not think about sex. I had a VERY mediocre experience with a guy that made me reevaluate if sex was even worth engaging in anymore. Not to mention I went through a mild depression for like 6 months that just didn’t allow me to feel sexy or desirable either.
However, it’s month 8 and I’m slowly regaining a libido again. I was quite hypersexual for the 2 years prior, and would just hookup with random guys on apps, but I’m not a big fan of that method anymore. Sure it can be helpful, but I’m also looking for a connection too. As of lately, I’ve had to buy an OF subscription just to keep me satisfied & also to explore my submissive kink more. I’ve started watching content that I resonate more with & want to learn more about, but safely. Any suggestions on where to look?