I’ve realized that I get horny when high but I don’t necessarily act upon it because I wasn’t feeling comfortable with being intoxicated and having sex. I was raped so consent has been such an impact in my sex life.
I am in a relationship and just a while ago, I was high and very frisky. I told my partner and we got busy. I usually just let myself process everything first before getting to it but tonight I just let myself loose.
And I’ve never felt so good about it. Our energies just matched and I was just getting wild out of my mind. Never thought I would be able to do it. But I was so willing to just blow this man’s mind. 😭
I hope I did. It felt like I did. All I know is that it felt so good that I want more.
I wanted to let this out cause I’m still discovering my sexual identity, especially after it being damaged over and over again.
I’m just happy that I was finally able to let go of some sexual anxieties and just able to let myself enjoy the pleasure it gives.
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You probably felt so good because being high helped you let go of things in that moment.
Good for you ❤!
Agree with other poster. It’s probably enough to let your inhibition/guard down. Especially being in a safe environment with somebody you trust. Sounds like that can be pretty healing for you, as long as you don’t get too high and it feels out of control. I could see that being bad. But good for you.
High sex can be amazing.
(Depends on the drug, people and setting)
An issue to watch out for is- becoming reliant on it to fully enjoy sex.
I’m glad it’s opened you up.
That’s good to hear you’re recovering from that trauma. Idk why I find weed really let’s be get in the zone for sex lmao