Whenever I try to talk to someone my voice is always quiet and nobody can hear me, I have a speech impediment of the elementary level I believe so most of what I say can’t be heard or understood. Due to my speech impediment I’ve always shied away from talking to people unless talked to, When I try to talk someone they don’t understand and it sucks.
As I’m going along with my life I’ve realized that I need to change! I need to start socializing but I just can’t:( I’ve tried really hard to talk to people but I’m so quiet and they just ignore me I’m like the quiet emo kid and I hate it I really want to talk to people and share my experiences without being blatantly ignored.
It’s gotten to the point where I literally want to cry and stay in my room sleeping the entire day! I’ve started not going outside ever, I’ve lost all sense of fun, I don’t even show emotions anymore and it sucks.
I’m not looking for anything extravagant but I want to get over my quiet speech and learning how to talk to people first not after the fact. I’m a huge bookworm and my head is drawn to books all day so it’s like the only fun I get in my life.
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Okay so books are awesome. Being so in to reading probably means you are exposed to many different perspectives. That is really awesome, and with some practice you can apply that understanding to your life. Imagine the people you meet are characters in your favorite book
Overall though it sounds like you have an anxiety disorder, and you should talk to your doctor about that